Thursday, February 01, 2007
just got back from 3rd and last DMD interview at NYP.(yest's interview was postponed to this morning 10:50am
daddy accompanied me
and gave me great moral support :)
havent been online for 6 whole days!
havent been to msn and havent been to friendster.
havent gone out and havent eaten alot!
I havent gone out at all for 6 whole days okay!
(i missed matt's birthday celebration on wednesday.paiseh)
and i've gained weight!
havent been walking and excercising..
dreadddds--
wanted to blog alot.
like alot! wanted to
anticipation etc..
but i was partly lazy and partly cos i knoe if i start using the com , i cant stop.
And what's all these for?
For the sake of doing my 9 A3 sized art pieces!
So i had been staying up real late..
like until 6 am...
flipping through many many graphic books in search of inspiration..
and what's the result?
I COULDNT MAKE IT THROUGH THE 3RD AND LAST ROUND.
yeap. its true.
and my mummy thought i was playing a prank on her.
haha.
2 drops of tears rolled down my cheeks after i left the interviewing room.
i was super nervous in front of the 3 interviewee!
they asked many many questions
and i rocked my wheel chair left and right as i answered their question.
although i seemed and sounded calm,
my actions proved me wrong.
i bet they noticed my anxiety.
dont wanna mention much and pls dont ask me much.
i dont wanna prob about it and im nt gonna let it affect me.
=))
HAIS.
so now i have to start looking out for other courses and start on my search for course AGAIN.
if they accept me i cant happily enjoy my CNY lor!
i can happily go out and celebrate lor!
sigh sigh.
i tell you in advance.
when u see me u'd better not stare at me and give the "so sad for you kinda look"
i can see it frm the corner of my eye.
and I HATE IT.
dont make me flare up.
i told you that im not gonna let this affect me .
dont make me "what the !!?!" at you.
THANK YOU AH.
maybe God has better plans for me? :)
maybe he wants me to try again.
maybe he wants to test me and see how much i love art?
aiya. no idea.
shall ask tonight.
TATA! :)
smile-.
8:54 PM
I love you.